Hello Filiz,
Honestly, dreams come by like buses, in my case anyway. Some come too early, some late. They have come at different stages, different eras, each one bigger than the last. I started out with an environmental organization where many dreams were dashed, to having a home, children, and living happily ever after. That dream left too early. I am living your dream, have animals, a new life and love, and a barn! If everyone in life owned a barn, the world would be a happier place.