Subjects like this go so far over my head, i’m constantly looking up for answers. I made a great error in my life becoming a fighter pilot with the RAF. I was trained to do maximum harm while traveling at mach 2. There is no gray area at that speed or in that profession. I didn’t think about soul, I thought about what my father told me before I wed. “If you can lay your head down at night, knowing you have never intentionally harmed someone that day, you’ll sleep well.”

To this day, I don’t sleep well. I write.